Gober Bebek is a weblog of a guy who was inspired by Scrooge McDuck adventures, but I won't tell you about that miser duck. Let me tell you about : me!

greatest weakness(es)

if someone asked me my greatest weakness, i would answer the following: 1. unable to hold a deep and longlasting relationship. i feel guilty because everytime i meet friends back to the old days, i just feel… awkward. yet i dont try to maintain any relationship by keeping in touch. and for that i have to pay by losing friends. sigh. i am such a jerk for this matter. 2. (almost) unable to trust anybody. it’s a kind of accumulation from my bitter pasts: rejections, humiliations, angers, disappointments, downfalls, but i think i’m lucky enough not to ever be backstabbed or betrayed. 3. pragmatic in building a relationship. yes, i befriended someone for something in him/her that useful for me at that time to achieve my goals. haha, i’ve been doing this for, say, years? and the revelation just came to me sometimes ago.