if someone asked me my greatest weakness, i would answer the following:
1. unable to hold a deep and longlasting relationship. i feel guilty because everytime i meet friends back to the old days, i just feel… awkward. yet i dont try to maintain any relationship by keeping in touch. and for that i have to pay by losing friends. sigh. i am such a jerk for this matter.
2. (almost) unable to trust anybody. it’s a kind of accumulation from my bitter pasts: rejections, humiliations, angers, disappointments, downfalls, but i think i’m lucky enough not to ever be backstabbed or betrayed.
3. pragmatic in building a relationship. yes, i befriended someone for something in him/her that useful for me at that time to achieve my goals. haha, i’ve been doing this for, say, years? and the revelation just came to me sometimes ago.
3 years ago
if someone asked me my greatest weakness, i would answer the following:
1. unable to hold a deep and longlasting relationship. i feel guilty because everytime i meet friends back to the old days, i just feel… awkward. yet i dont try to maintain any relationship by keeping in touch. and for that i have to pay by losing friends. sigh. i am such a jerk for this matter.
2. (almost) unable to trust anybody. it’s a kind of accumulation from my bitter pasts: rejections, humiliations, angers, disappointments, downfalls, but i think i’m lucky enough not to ever be backstabbed or betrayed.
3. pragmatic in building a relationship. yes, i befriended someone for something in him/her that useful for me at that time to achieve my goals. haha, i’ve been doing this for, say, years? and the revelation just came to me sometimes ago.
3 years ago
i just barely woke up and felt like oh-wow-its-7.30-and-d’oh-i-missed-subuh-again…. last night i slept late at 1 a.m due to kinda insomnia strike while i chatted with friends in IM. better not to do the same thing the following nights. :d
3 years ago
